This is me...who are you?

…when I think about the girl ive fallen so hard for. When i think about the history weve had the good and the bad. I cant get her out of my head. Ive been hurt so many times and now i realize that its happening again….shes using me. We hang out for a awhile the way we do then when she gets bored i know it….because the connection we have is gone like it never happened. But not to me…its always there. I can honestly say that after what ive been through the past 3 years weve know each other and that we always ended up back to each other in some way that…..im in love with this girl. It sounds crazy but if i wasnt why would i go through all of whats happened and still feel this way. Every moment just feels right. But alas there is always something that interferes….in which case its her. Shes thrown me aside plenty of times and it hurts each time. Im immune to it because in my heart i know we will reach each other again. Another thing is that she said she always comes back to me……if only she would stay…thats all i want..